This is Water

            Being a senior in high school, I am constantly thinking of the future and what it will be like. What will my life be like in college? What will my life be like after college? What kind of job will I get? Will I even get a job? I already know that a white collared job will probably be boring and challenging, but this video made me realize that other aspects of adult life could be mundane as well. As an adult, I will have to do dull tasks such as doing laundry, grocery shopping, and scheduling dentist appointments. These things will likely make me yearn to be an irresponsible child again. This is why I am trying to enjoy having as few responsibilities as possible right now. For some reason, my parents and guidance counselors seem to disagree with this idea. I realize that sometimes good things can come from mundane chores. They keep me busy and help me to have a greater appreciation for free time. In his talk, David Foster Wallace demonstrates that errands are not always terrible. He says that they give us time to think about our lives and the lives of others. He also points out that everyone else you see in traffic or in lines at stores is probably going through the same thing as you, maybe even something worse. Though it can be hard to think that life does not revolve around you, it does not. This is why I think it is ridiculous when people get mad at workers at fast food restaurants. Working in one of those places must be bad enough without rude customers. Wallace’s talk has certainly opened my eyes and made me feel better about the future, as I am sure it has done for many others.

Oedipus Rex (Quarter 2)

            In literature class this quarter, we read Oedipus Rex, by Sophocles, a Greek playwright. The main character, Oedipus, learns from the oracle that he must drive out something evil from Thebes in order to save it. He deduces that he must find and exile the murderer of the former king, Laios. Through another clairvoyant and the accounts of eye witnesses, Oedipus learns that he killed Laios. Therefore, he blinds himself. The theme of blindness is used a multitude of times throughout the play. For example, the blind prophet, Tiresias tells Oedipus what has happened, but Oedipus refuses to believe him. Tiresias accuses Oedipus of being the one who is blind. Then after Oedipus finds out the truth, he stabs his eyes in order to blind himself. It is hard to tell if he does as an act of bravery, to punish himself, or an act of cowardice, to not have to see what he has done. I believe that it is more courage because Oedipus follows through with his promise to punish Laios’s killer. This play is widely agreed to be a masterpiece, but I do not fully agree. Everything in the plot seems to be impossibly convenient. I think that if this story were written now instead of in ancient times, no one would think it was anything special. Furthermore, the odes, while they are supposed to connect the reader with the story, are not really necessary to understand what is going on. However, one good thing about the play is that Oedipus is the perfect example of a tragic character. He is a great king at first, but then he becomes an incestuous murderer and is forced to blind himself. I still do not think that Oedipus Rex is as wonderful as people say it is, but I am still glad that I got the chance to read it.

Cat's Cradle Journal 3 (Quarter 2)

            I finished Cat's Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut Jr. In the end, the ice-nine falls into the ocean, and the world ends. The ocean turns to stone, and tornadoes tear up the land. The narrator survives by hiding in an underground dungeon with Mona, his new wife. It is implied that most, if not all, of the rest of humanity has perished, but no one can be sure. In the final chapter of the novel, the narrator finally meets Bokonon, who is writing the last sentence of his book. He writes that if he was younger, then he would “write a history of human stupidity … climb to the top the top of Mount McCabe… [and die] grinning horribly, and thumbing my nose at You Know Who.” The story’s conclusion is open-ended, but the reader can infer that the narrator does exactly what Bokonon suggests. I could not have predicted that the book would end this way, but it was foreshadowed. The narrator had stated several times that he felt irrationally compelled to climb Mount McCabe, but he did not know why. Also, Frank Hoenikker tells the narrator that no one has ever climbed Mount McCabe, simply because they have not felt the need to do so. There is a chilling scene after the narrator returns to the surface, when he sees the citizens of San Lorenzo have committed mass suicide at the suggestion of Bokonon, though Bokonon himself still lives. Mona tells that the narrator that Bokonon would never follow his own advice because he knew how worthless it was. Naturally, the narrator views this as a terrible atrocity. However, Mona sees everyone’s deaths as an appropriate response to the circumstances and kills herself as well. I believe that this is a good representation of the madness that goes with the horror of the situation. I really enjoyed reading Cat’s Cradle and might even consider reading it again someday.

Cat's Cradle Journal 2 (Quarter 2)

            I have read some more of Cat’s Cradle, by Kurt Vonnegut Jr. This book is really starting to grow on me. However, there are some parts that I do not understand the importance of. One such example is when the narrator is in the cemetery showroom. The narrator meets the brother of a man that he encountered earlier in the book and sees the name of his own ancestors on a tombstone. My guess is that the point of this is to show the narrator that everything is intertwined, but it seems like there could be better ways of doing this. The book starts to really get interesting when everyone arrives on the island of San Lorenzo. Through a strange turn of events, the narrator becomes the new president of San Lorenzo. At the ceremony to celebrate the “Hundred Martyrs to Democracy”, which the narrator resides over, Minton gives a speech that nicely explains the purpose of the book. He abandons his formal speech that he prepared and speaks straight from his heart. Minton starts out powerfully by stating that war murders children. He goes on to say that he believes that there should not fancy ceremonies celebrating children lost at war. Instead, he points out that people can only take part in festivities if “we the celebrants, are working consciously and tirelessly to reduce the stupidity and viciousness of ourselves and of all mankind.” Basically, Minton is saying that instead of focusing on those who died, we should be trying to stop people from dying. This really spoke to me. It also helped me to realize that the purpose of this novel is to make the readers realize the stupidity of our society and to try to change our ways before it is too late. Unfortunately, I doubt that enough people will read this book for it to make any kind of impact on the world as a whole. This novel has certainly changed my views, however. Cat’s Cradle is truly a literary masterpiece.

Cat's Cradle Journal 1 (Quarter 2)

            This quarter, I decided to read Cat’s Cradle, by Kurt Vonnegut Jr. I did not completely understand this novel, but I will write about what I did get. I actually chose this book because I thought it would give me a lot to write about, but it may have been too deep for me. The plot revolves around the narrator, whose name is hardly ever mentioned, the Hoenikker family, and the island of San Lorenzo where they all happen to meet. The three Hoenikker children each have a piece of ice-nine, which has to potential to destroy the entire world. The other important character is Bokonon, the creator of a religion that is followed by the entire population of San Lorenzo. This religion, Bokononism, was made to mock other religions. Bokonon continually insists that everything he says and writes is a lie. Nevertheless, people still believe him and follow what he teaches. This novel is broken up strangely. The chapters are all pretty short, ranging from less than a page to about three pages at the most. This style makes the book seem choppy and disoriented. Each chapter ends with what can be seen as a punchline. This works well with the abundance of satire in the book. Vonnegut also includes a fair amount of foreshadowing. One example is when the narrator first meets Horlick Minton, the new American ambassador of San Lorenzo, and his wife, Claire. The narrator says that “When it came time for the Mintons to die, they did it within the same second.” Seventy-four chapters later, the Mintons end up falling to their death into the ocean together. Furthermore, the first chapter foreshadows the rest of the book when the narrator says that his name is Jonah, meaning that something has compelled him to be at certain places at certain times. Anyway, I’m really enjoying this book. It makes me want to read more of Vonnegut’s novels.

One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest Journal 4

            One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest ends with Chief Bromden killing McMurphy and escaping from the ward. There had been foreshadowing earlier in the book hinting that Bromden would run away from the hospital, so it did not surprise me. However, I had never expected that he would kill McMurphy. I had actually expected them to breakout together. Chief’s motivations are very clear though. McMurphy’s actions lead to the suicides of two of the patients. He also tries to choke the Big Nurse. Chief leaves because he killed McMurphy and tries to get as far away as possible. However, he decides to visit his home town first. This is surprising because I figure that no one could possibly remember him considering how many years he has been in the hospital. I feel that this is an appropriate ending, however. It was rather predictable that Bromden would leave the hospital, but the other events were surprising. Both Chief Bromden's captivity and McMurphy's life ended in the conclusion. This brought about a sense of satisfaction that what needed to be done had been done. Furthermore, I skimmed through the book again and found that there are actually many instances when McMurphy shows signs of being inwardly malevolent. One good example is on the boat, when McMurphy clearly has no intention of giving his life jacket to anyone, even his girlfriend. I thoroughly enjoyed this book for the entire time I was reading it. Ken Kesey does a wonderful job of developing characters and creating and utilizing an interesting plot and setting. Hopefully, I will have the chance to read some of his other works in the future. I also want to find books with similar topics and characters. I would definitely recommend this book to others to read for schoolwork or even just for fun. It was truly a pleasurable experience.

One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest Journal 3

            In the third part of One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest, McMurphy learns what being committed actually entails. He finds out that the Nurse can keep him in the ward for as long as she wants. After talking to the hospital’s lifeguard, who has been there for over eight years, McMurphy decides to clean up his act, so the Nurse will let him leave. McMurphy then learns that most of the other Acutes are not actually committed and could leave whenever they wanted. This surprised me just as much as it did McMurphy. I had assumed that the patients could not escape the ward but wanted to do so, but in fact, exactly the opposite was true. My reading changed at this point in the story. This is a plot twist that I did not expect in the slightest. It really made me look at the characters differently, especially their motivations. I believe that the Acutes do not want to leave the hospital because they have gotten used to life in the ward and are afraid of the outside world. We see this later when McMurphy convinces Bromden, the doctor, and eight of the other patients to go deep-sea fishing. The patients are extremely uncomfortable for a while around other people until they discover that others are actually afraid of them. “Never before did I realize that mental illness could have the aspect of power, power. Think of it: perhaps the more insane a man is, the more powerful he could become.” The characters realize that their illnesses can instill fear into normal people and can be used to control them. I usually think of psychological afflictions as a severe weakness, so it is interesting that it can be seen as a positive as well. I look forward to finishing this book.